original-trish

original-trish

Hello Blogg,
haven't been here for awhile. I've helped create some awesome
art this week. I often wonder if there is another otherworldly
influence in all this and I'm sure there is. My last blog was
pretty sad. Listening to some of my favorite music today I sent
my thoughts, prayers, wishes on to my friend on his Journey from
us. I know he is close still, but I know grief keep him at arms
length. I didn't think that at this point in my life I would ever
have friends that mean as much to me, but I was wrong. I have several
very special people that I correspond with who accept me just as I am,
encourage me to create, and listen to my babble for what it is...babble.
I'm so blessed that they were sent my way because I needed them so very
badly. And probably will for some time to come. I question my artwork
the same as I question my life...with that same insecurity and I struggle
so hard to overcome. Is that the lesson? I feel like there is another
person living in this same body with me. When I look in the mirror I see
her, when I look inside I see me. I can't identify the feelings I have
about this...T.